Nia Nasnani

2012-01-30T04:34:00.001-08:00

MBLAQ Hello Baby

2012-01-10T07:26:00.000-08:00

Lauren Lunde is in the MBLAQ's Hello Baby.. :) Lauren's mom replied to my tweet.. YAY!

2/12/2011

2011-12-02T02:30:00.000-08:00

After School, pledis trainee and Pledis Boys is trending world wide at twitter after promoting their charity single, Love Letter at Music Bank.

0:16 Raina and that lil kid waving to each other is the most adorable thing ever!
0:24 After School ladies, Pledis Boys walk like they are on a runway
0:34 Kahi's eye is shining :) she looks so radiant
0:43 and 3:13 Uee is smiling! Very rare of her to smile. Loving it
0:53 Lizzy look so tired but she's still smiling :)
0:59 and 1:31 Nana is smiling.. she is no more depressed
1:06 and 2:58 E-young and JR look so good together!
1:25 Jung Ah's Omma eye smile is so wow
1:51 Raina and that lil girl hand shake is massive cute
1:55 is the best scene! Nana is hugging Omma ♥
2:23 is the best as all the members are dancing gracefully together
2:27 seeing Jooyeon is smiling, it alleviates my mood as I know she is recovering :D
2:30 Nana's mistake is so cute ♥ haha
2:40 Jooyeon being dorky! hahah she's pointing her spirit finger on the camera
2:44 Raina and White Tiger holding hand together :)
2:49 Dongho's high note! :)
3:03 the interaction between Kahi and that lil girl is so lovely. I can see in the future Kahi can be a great mom.
3:08 when they are singing and waving in unison, I'm loving it! The chemistry between the members. You can feel they are bonded together like a Happy Family! ♥
feelin so warm when listening to this song in winter! 3:12 so harmonious 3:22 it's like a family pic!! :)

2011-11-28T07:30:00.000-08:00

After SChool members description from my view

2011-11-27T06:25:00.000-08:00

Shanghai Romance by Orange Caramel Part 2

2011-10-29T05:26:00.000-07:00

OC at Super Model Contest

2011 Super Model Contest

MTV the Show

Younha's Starry Night

ShimShimTapa

Sukira

at MTV show
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=93Yjh9i44kg&feature=player_embedded

Shanghai Romance by Orange Caramel

2011-10-28T11:17:00.000-07:00

The MV
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VTDw-VWYpVg&feature=channel_video_title

Behind the scene
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2WmqE2QFJJ8&feature=mfu_in_order&list=UL

Orange caramel celebrating Hell-O-Ween
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qw-PTjdBhxE&feature=mfu_in_order&list=UL

Orange Caramel cosplayed Chun Li
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=7Dc7wcaPTbw

Airplane Costume
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YSLNsEWV2vY

1st come back stage

The best performance stage is at Inkigayo. They are in Take 7

The best Outfit

The Innovative Outfit

The Best Fan Chant performance

First Outdoor Performance

The most unique headgear

First performance at MNET

AFTER SCHOOL RED(애프터스쿨 레드) - 밤하늘에(HD)

2011-07-25T22:23:00.000-07:00

School is so boring :(

2011-05-22T22:04:00.001-07:00

yawn!!!

Outdoor photoshoot

2011-05-21T22:25:00.000-07:00

I had a photoshoot with Nadrah-Al Akki's a couple weeks back. I was so nervous.

before the photshoot

I was quite reluctant to do these kind of things because I'm not a model and also I'm not a photogenic. I am so kaku like kayu. There is nothing worse than being a stiff model. :(

However, when my cousin, the owner of Nadrah Al-Akki's approached me (last minute), I couldn’t say no. It was once-in-a-lifetime experience. :)

It was hair and makeup first. My cousin wanted it to be natural since it was an outdoor shoot. My best friend, Maira, who was also one of the model styled me and touched up my make up and combed my hair.

The sun was scorching hot and there were lots of people as our photoshoot falls on the Vesak Day. We had to wear different kind of dresses (mainly Muslimah dresses) and people were staring at us weirdly. But then I don't mind.

Anyway, I would like to thank the owner of Nadrah Al-Akki's (Apple Eggie) for giving me this amazing opportunity, Picture pix (i swear all the 3 photographers are friendly) and the other 3 models (kakak Dieya, Kaka Dilah (?) and Maira) for making my day. I am not a model, not a photogenic but then it was great fun to have experienced the 3-hours process of photo taking. :)

Anyway I could not wait to see the outcome. :) I would upload all the nicest pose on my blog. :)

here's the picture of me and Maira after the end of the photoshoot. :)

Rayban :)

Alhamdullilah

2011-05-11T08:06:00.000-07:00

MENDAKI has granted 100% subsidy for the cost of my Tertiary Tuition Fee. The amount of tuition fee that is being subsidised is $1,100 per semester. I am so happy. Alhamdullilah Ya Allah! That You always hear my prayer. ALHAMDULLILAH! :) You are right mom. Rezeki comes from God. Just do your thing and remember God, be persevere. InsyaAllah everything gonna be alright because Allah will always be there for us.

After School, My favourite Kpop Girls' Group :)

2011-04-15T03:06:00.000-07:00

they walk like super models!!! and HOTTER THAN ALL those models on "AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL" After School Hwaiting!

Their live performance is so entertaining! :)

Nana After School and Seungho Mblaq 2

2011-04-13T12:10:00.000-07:00

I can feel romance in the air

Rock chick over flowers

2011-04-12T14:44:00.001-07:00

mblaq seungho & After School nana are so cute like Yong and Hyun

2011-04-04T12:11:00.000-07:00

Lookbook 2

2011-03-28T10:00:00.000-07:00

Grocery Shopping with my crime partners

2011-03-27T11:05:00.000-07:00

Not working today and because my mom was so tired to hang out with me, I decided to follow Azmi and Natrah and her cute lil sister, Huda to Sheng Siong supermarket.

Mr Roy, our ex-form teacher decided to organize a class outing at Sembawang Park this Tuesday. Azmi, being an obedient student was helping our class rep, Sing Chern, to buy all the BBQ stuffs and Natrah being an angel decided to make brownies for the whole class.. AAWWW they're so sweet.. :) (APPLAUSE).

Oh yeah anyway I hate to shop at Sheng Siong. When I entered the supermarket, I smelled the horribly fishy smell of fish. I knew that Sheng Siong Supermarket is an air-conditioned wet market but really I couldn't put up with the strong fishy smell. I know I sound so boastful, and fish supposed to smell fishy (I guessed so) but earnestly the fishy smell really killed my mood. Moreover, Jamie Oliver himself says that fresh fish doesn't smell. I have to admit I am not overly keen with the smell of meat but can put up with it though I admit it smelled awful. The smell of fish makes me feel ill that I had to hold my breath to get to everything we want inside.

I've got to know from Azmi that Arypp will accompanied his family to Sheng Siong. After done with our shopping, me, Nat and her sis took a break with ice-cream out side the supermarket. Azmi was standing and peeping at Arypp. Tak ada kerja ni budak! :) We went to Phoon Huat * A shop that sells varieties of baking needs, but sadly the shop's closed down. Feeling so sad and tired, we took a bus to Tampines. All four of us have to walk a great distance to get to the PRIME Supermarket to buy our baking needs. I was so frustrated! :(

After buying all the necessities, i straight away went out and stared at the sky. Like a child, I pointed at the sky and shouted excitedly "RAINBOW, PELANGI CANTIK SUNGGUH!" All my tiredness turned into a joy upon seeing the beautiful rainbow! Subhanallah! God is an amazing designer! I was not the only one that was happy, Azmi, Nat and Huda were happy too!
We went to Nat's house and Azmi cooked us Mi Goreng (Fried Noodle)
He tossed the noodles well! haha
Our simple dinner

Enjoying our food!

Now it's baking time!

Our Main Ingredients for the brownie: Flour and Cocoa powder
and EGGS
Eager to add all the ingredients inside the cake beater
YUMMY!!
We rata-ing the chocolate.
Finally we put the brownie inside the oven! :)
Taaaaaaddddaaaaa!! This is our brownie
Our next mission: cutting a block of chocolate
Simmering the blockz of chocolate to make it melt
Immediately pour the melted chocolate over brownie.

The End! :)
Good Night World!

Nadrah-Al Akki's

2011-03-17T09:21:00.000-07:00

no matter how serious life gets..

you still need the ones you can be stupid with..

and she's none other than my third Pakistani-cousin, Apple. We are two individual ladies who like to laugh and smile. We are just the girls next-door having fun We ♥ photography
We are big eaters.

But don't blame us

because we're still growing. :)

P.s. Apple is a banker and an entrepenuur. She has an online shop Nadrah Al-Akki's. Her shop sells varieties of Muslimahs clothings, hijabs and also Nadrah Al-Akki's is now the official distributor for Nuabs footwear, an eco-friendly leather sandals.

Pls support her by being a fan of Nadrah Al-Akki's. Thanks. :)

A pair of boots

2011-03-15T12:34:00.000-07:00

Tsunami

2011-03-15T10:39:00.000-07:00

Last four days, a large Tsunami sweeps through North-East Japan. Following by an earthquake. There were many casualties and considerable damages.

Although many people claimed Japanese people as a ruthless people, I am saddened and strongly sympathize with the Japanese people. I hope they would be strong and get over this obstacles. Allah taught us to love one another regardless of our skin colours. So I don't care whether if they are ruthless or not because they are also Humans like us. They are now suffering. From the Tsunami to the nuclear radiations. Oh yeah I've got to know from my cousin that the radiation is on it's highest level in Japan.

I hope people will showed love, support and help to those people. Not only to the Japanese but also to the Libyans, Palestinians, Indonesians and other poor, needy people of other nations too. This world would be a better place if everyone would help one another regardless of their skin colour or national origin.

this song lifts my mood!

2011-03-13T09:44:00.001-07:00

My Best Friend's Birthday

2011-03-11T09:26:00.000-08:00

Nur Humaira is my bestfriend.
I have been friends with her for a bout 7 years (wow.. good time flies fast)
Today was her 20th birthday.

Wishing her a Happy Birthday at FB

I first met her when both of us were studying at the same high school, Hougang Secondary School.
We were classmates and later on we started to become friends.
Most of our schoolmates were shocked that we could be close and friendly to each other as both of us have different personalities.
She is known as a hardworking, smart, pretty and feminine girl whereas me, I am a talkative, rough and tomboyish.
I love how me and her are so different. Because our differences make us closer. :)

We have our own jargons. We call each other by using animals names.
Sometimes, I addressed her as Rimau (tiger) and she would address me as Tikus (mouse)
She likes Leeteuk Oppa a lot but sadly Leeteuk Oppa doesn't even know she exists.
Fortunately, she has a guy friend who is so caring and loves her more than any boy in this world would love her.
She is a down-to-earth girl who never fails to impress others by her low-profile attitude.
Erm she is not a typical Malay girl. She is so ambitious. :)
She's an amazing Boyanese girl who loves Indian Foods, Korean Musics, Arabs Abaya
She is a friend who will always be there for me regardless if my life is good or bad :)
She loves fashion and beautiful things. Her simplicity, modesty in styles and fashions make her looks attractive.

Allah I am grateful to you because I have a bestfriend who guides me to be a better girl. She is a polite, humble lady I have ever known despite all her achievements in life. I really admire her values. Allah, I can't imagine my life without Maira. Thank you Allah for blessing me with such a wonderful BFF.

Double happiness

2011-03-08T07:36:00.000-08:00

When the head invigilator announced the end of the examination and after all the scripts/answer booklets and question papers have been collected, I breathed a huge sigh of relief! I am relieved and happy that the exam was OVER and I no longer have to memorize all the definitions and remember all the formulas in the textbooks! Ha. Ha. Finally, my final year in ITE was finally over! Alhamdulillah!

My lecturer, Mr Roy Chan's (wearing the black shirt) expression is PRICELESS. Massive LOL.

But then at the same time I was sad as that was the last time I wore my school uniform!

at one of my school's cafe. This was taken on May 2009.

And I have to admit I will going to miss my kecohrable friends :(

They are my sunshine

My laughing pills

ANYWAY, Wow! I was worried sick about my last paper!

I've screwed up my MCQs.

So disappointed as I could not answer most of the multiple choice questions. I need to tikam-tikam to answer the MCQs. Hell me! My mom is going to kill me if she finds out. Hush hush!

For section B and C, I managed to answer most of the essay questions but missed out the two questions that were worth 5 marks each! Wow. Just like that my 10 marks gone!

Overall, I don't feel bad as I have done my best for all the papers. :)

Okay! That's it! I don't want to think anymore!

Oh yeah anyway, today around 10 in the morning, my cousin (mom's side) just gave birth to a baby boy! My cousin's baby will be a third cousin to me and I will be a third cousin to my cousin's baby.! wow.. amazing.. eh?

Me and my family are so excited for her. Her baby is so cute! Seriously, I can't wait to get my hands on her lil baby!!

To My ITE friends

2011-02-28T08:10:00.000-08:00

When I look all these photos, it makes me cry because we are soon going to be graduating and the thought that I might not see some of my friends ever again makes me sad.

I'm close to graduating from my ITE college.
I have to leave my friends, lecturers in less than 2 weeks.
In less than 2 weeks, I will not be a student of Integrated Logistics Management.
In less than 2 weeks, I will be officially 'out' from the College.

When I look back on times I had with my ITE cliques, lecturers,
through the good and through the bad times,
it does make me cry.
It doesn't get easier to say goodbye, it gets harder.
I never understood how much college life means to me until it's gonna be over.

To all my ITE cliques/lecturers,

Being a student in ITE College East, is one of the greatest experiences in my live
and it's not something I can get back. (:
Whenever I remember the past
Remember how we spend our time together
Think back on all we've done
I have to admit that I am proud
Proud to have you guys as part of my life.

To Azmi, Fatin, Sing Chern, Lynn, Natrah, Shaqie, Anati, Aynn

My friends,
It's really crazy!
I remember starting our first year together like if it were yesterday, now it's late February and we will be graduating in 1 week 5 days! CEPAT GILA SEH!

I know you guys are happy about graduating!
But then, when you guys look back you guys will surely miss it.
You guys will surely miss my stupid jokes.
I know I am being so narcissist.
But then, it's okay.
It's my blog anyway.
if you guys not happy with it, please create your OWN blog.

My friend,

I love each and everyone of you.
I know I may sound so cheesy.
But hey, I will never want to miss an opportunity to tell the people who skipped class with me and sneaked in food in class that I love YOU people!

You guys rock my world.
I know sometimes/occasionally/frequently we get in fights but then when I tried to recall it, I will laugh about it.
Funny gila seh! :)

Azmi turns 19

2011-02-25T09:51:00.000-08:00

On 25th Februray, me, Nat, Lynn, Fatin, Azmi and Shaqie went to the Singapore's biggest water theme park, Wild Wild Wet.

It was my best friend Azmi's 19th birthday as well today :)

So we had a small celebration for him.

We bought him this Mickey Mouse birthday cake at Bengawan Solo.

Birthday cake was melting.

Nevertheless, birthday boy was happy with the cake

Yup, we were eager to feed him

Although it was his birthday, Azmi cooked two big tupperware of spaghetti for us. That's so sweet and thoughtful of him. Lynn brought hotdog breads. The food were yummy!

Mama loves me! I will receive a bursary! Alhamdullilah

2011-02-23T08:53:00.000-08:00

My mother opened the mailbox, there was a letter from school. She thought it was a letter requesting her to settle my overdue school fees. But then, when she read the letter, she was so overwhelmed. (she don't tell me but I knew she was overwhelmed and excited) How could she not be excited for her daughter who will receive a bursary of $500 from school! Alhamdullilah! Allah never fails to amaze me! :) Thank You Allah!

When I was back from school, my mother quickly approached me and said that I would receive a bursary from my school for being the top 25% in my course. I was so "discontented" upon hearing the news! My mother read my letter without my permission. How could she? Haha I'm kidding. :) I don't mind if my mother reads my diary, blog or other personal stuffs because my mom is the person that I admire the most.

I and my mom are so closed although we may not get a long at times :)

I admire my mom because she's very inspiring. My mom is a sole-breadwinner. All the hard times she's facing did not stop her to take care about her family. She would always help me with day to day problems that arise in my life, gives me great advice and is so proud of me eventhough I may not be a good daughter. We may not get a long at times, but deep in my heart I know for a fact that my mom will always love me and my siblings and never give up on us.

I took this picture during Eid 2010. Seeing my family bonded together makes me cry of happiness. :(

"Mama, Norsiah tahu I'm not a good daughter. I always kecilkan your hati, never listen to your advice. Frankly sampai sekarang, Norsiah never understands the mind and heart of Mama who worked hard for your entire life so that you could give us a proper education, a proper shelter, clothes, food. But then you should know that Norsiah really admire Mama because Mama can feed us well with salary of just $1,200. Also, I admire your beautiful face.

I got to know from our close relatives that you entered several beauty pageant contests and won several awards when you're young. How I wish I could be as beautiful as you. I don't inherit your beautiful genes.

My mom is a Texas Instruments Queen at the age 17!

I'm ugly and not as gorgeous as you. :( One of the extended makcik said to me that I'm not as gorgeous as you. I was so sad, Mama. I told you before how she described me as an unpretty girl. You were so angry with her and comfort me with pleasant words. Thanks Mama for always be there for me! Always comfort me with inspiring words. Mama, when i typed all these words, I'm on the verge of breaking d own. I have to stop typing or I would cry! I don't think it's okay for me to cry. I'm 19, and I've grown up! I'm not a little kid anymore. So yeah Mama, I'll grow up well. Please be healthy and live your life peacefully. Love you."

Mom wearing Sari for her Akad Nikah. So GORGEOUS!! :)

My Malay version Of Banmal Song

2011-02-20T07:15:00.000-08:00

I sing a song and upload it on the youtube.
It takes a lot of guts to sing and upload it.
originally this song is a Korean song and I translated it to Malay Language.
Hope you guys enjoy..

I am so scared!

2011-01-26T10:45:00.000-08:00

My grades are dropping!

When i was in the first year of ITE, I was doing good in all of my subjects. I aced in Business Environment module and everything. But now, I'm in year 2, I got a 'D' on one of my module. Now im scared as the "D" brought down my cumulative GPA. I also began to get Cs on everything and now just so you know I got a 'C' on the last test (Writing for Business) i took. I am fine with at least a 'B' but, if i get a 'C' i would probably freak out. There is also no other way i would be able to bring up my grade now cause its too late. I will be graduating soon on this March.

My mom would be so disappointed with me if I fail to continue my studies!

I don't want to hurt my mother, sadly, i know i hurt my mom real bad.
I'm just a worthless child! :(

Anugerah Juara Lagu 25

2011-01-09T08:04:00.001-08:00

This year Juara Lagu yang ke 25 was so amazing. Since I have a TV antenna, I could watch Juara Lagu live on TV3.

My mom wished Yuna won the Juara Lagu (Champion of songs) award as her performance was so impeccable. My mom is so impressed with Yuna's voice and the way she dressed. :) From my angle, i think my mom is a big fan of Yuna.

Sources: Google Images

Everything about Yuna, she likes. My Mom likes Yuna's sense of fashion and her success as a young singer and composer. She once told me that Yuna looks like Elmy Salleh. I'm not sure who Elmy Salleh is, so i don't want to elaborate further.

Well, after getting to know the results, my mom was so disappointed! She said the judges are not fit enough to be one. Wow.. What a strong remark! My mom predicted Yuna, Faizal Tahir and Shahril would win the top three awards but then, too bad all her predictions were incorrect!

My mom should not be emotional. Well, i think Anna Raffali is talented singer not a crap singer just like what my mom described her. She is so sweet and her vocal is also not that bad. Very relaxing and soothing to my ears.

Although I'm a fan of Yuna and Faizal Tahir, I think she deserves that award. :)

Anyway, i'm tired of typing.

Goodnight! :)

P.S. Siti Nurhaliza is so gorgeous and SLIM!

School will be starting soon! Nightmare! :)

2011-01-07T08:28:00.000-08:00

These few weeks, I was so busy. I'm now working part-time as a cashier at Isetan Parkway Parade. Today, I've collected my pay and just so you know after getting my pay, I spend $15 on a harem pants and cardigan at the Cotton On. WORTH IT! Cotton On is having a great end of year sale. Many of the selected items are having up to 50% discount!

My mom would not be pleased if she finds out I'm spending my money on clothes. She would probably confiscate my ATM card or worse comes to worse, she would probably nag at me. Earnestly, I hate it when my mom nags at me because she would nag me to death! But then, she should be grateful for having a 19 year old daughter who is desire to become independent. :)

My class photo. I'm the one who is second from left, second row sitting.

These are my friends. :) I'm wearing my "classy" school uniform with my Adidas hoodie.

Anyway, school will be starting soon and I have to report on this coming Monday at 12P.M. Oh yeah, I have found out from my classmates that I have homework that's due next week! SHIT! Why does this shit happen to me? I couldn't complete this homework in just a week because my schedule is so hectic. Sometimes, I feel sorry of myself. I have no free time to pamper myself. I feel like quitting my job but probably I would feel sad. I just don't know why.

Yongseo couple daebak! 대박 ! 용서커플 ! 고구마부부 !

2010-12-22T22:19:00.000-08:00

All these days, I spend most of my free time in front of my computer watching Korean reality show, "We Got Married." I only watch Yongseo couple parts.

I love Yongseo couple as they look sweet together and their love for each other is so genuine and pure. :)

Although they are just a virtual couple, I always wish they will be a real-life husband and wife. They are meant for each other.

Yongseo wedding photoshoot - fanmade

Everytime when they gaze each others eyes, I will squeal or scream. I can feel love in the air.

Anyway, when two people gaze into each others eyes does it mean they like each other? :) haha. Hopefully they will fall for each other. :)

I love Yongseo couple more than I love Adam and Khuntoria couple. This is because Yongseo love story really reminds me of my first love. I used to like this military guy, and everytime I spend time with him, I will be as timid and akward as Seohyun. I will always smile wide to my ear whenever he was talking, complimenting and teasing me. Seohyun did the same thing too.

But the difference between my first love and Yongseo love story is that my first love story is a screwed up piece of love junk (That military guy screwed me just because he met another pretty girl and I've got to know he never loved me. I hope Yonghwa will never do such cruel thingy on Seohyun. Cross finger.) whereas Yongseo love story is a masterpiece. Yongseo love story bonded races and ages together. They have lot of International fans supporting them.

Moreover, Yonghwa (CN BLUE) and Seohyun (SNSD) journey together as a virtual couple has taught me a lot about love and positivity, that influences my life.

This may sound a little bit cheesy but somehow, Yongseo couple gave me hope that their love story could also happen to me in real life.

Amin.

Project Hope - raise funds for the victims of the Mentawai Tsunami and the Mount Merapi Eruption volcanic eruption

2010-11-19T22:22:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, I watched Project Hope at Suria (Local Malay channel). The show was also streamed live on the Channel News Asia (24-hours news channel based in Singapore).

Mediacorp had organised Project Hope, a two-hour Mediacorp televised fund raising show to raise funds for the victims of the Mentawai Tsunami and the Mount Merapi Volcanic Eruption. (The eruption of Mount Merapi have resulted in more than 500,000 refugees who have lost their loved ones, belongings and homes)

The show featured performances from regional artistes and viewers are encouraged to call in during the show to donate money.

I am so touched as most Singaporeans are donating generously for the victims. :) More than SG$400,000 has been raised so far during the televised fund-raising event "Project Hope" in order to help the victims.

For those who have not donated yet, seriously what are you waiting for? We should do our part to help them re-build their life just by donating as low as $10.

Below are the Donation hotlines:
$10: 1900-112 5010
$20: 1900-112 5020
$50: 1900-112 5050

* Lines are open till Monday 26 October 2009 midnight.
*Administrative fee of $0.21 (inclusive of GST) chargeable for each call

For more information, please click on this link

Family Gratitude list

2010-11-19T04:31:00.001-08:00

Dad I just want to thank you for the upbringing and principles you have given me. I want you to know that I am proud to be your daughter.

Mom, your love is so pure and I think highly of you and am so proud to call you my MOM :D

Bro, although you like to irk me with your stupid jokes but I still love you.

Sis, you are a quiet and introvert person who likes to live in your own world. Sometimes, your weird behaviour made me feel so good. Haha. :)
Today is your birthday and I really hope you have a great day! Have a blast, Sayang :)

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha

2010-11-16T02:09:00.000-08:00

Wednesday, November 17, is declared a national holiday (SINGAPORE) in celebration of AIDILADHA. Eid Mubarak!

May Allah accept our prayers and may this glorious day and the year ahead find you and your family in good health and happiness.

Amin Ya Rabb. :)

Downtown East staring incident

2010-11-03T08:11:00.000-07:00

What's wrong with today's teens?

They killed people just because of a staring incident? What a childish act.
I have no mercy on the morons who take people life just like that.
Murderers are selfish!
They're not only kill the victim but they also kill the parents dream who wanted to see their child to be a successful person with a good career.

The hopes and visions of the parents to their child was just a dream! Their child has passed on in the hands of murderers!

I hate murderers!
They are bunch of lunatic people who only follow their hearts without thinking deeply the consequences they will be facing.
Killing a person just because of a minor incident was just a plain bulls*it.
Pardon my language.
I'm just disappointed and upset with teenagers who acted like hooligans and like create havoc and looking for troubles.

They have no sense of empathy towards their parents and only know how to bring shame and tarnished their family's name.

Sometimes I feel so insecure. God gave me eyes to see and look but now I'm afraid to look and see because people would accuse me of staring.

Anyway, I am tired of ranting! I hope Singapore government should have new law- NO STARING! FINE $5000. So that innocent people won't get killed.

Good night!

R ismail and Elfee Ismail Concert

2010-11-01T05:22:00.001-07:00

Sunday (October 31) Accompanying my mother to R Ismail and his son, Elfee Ismail's concert. I had lot of fun listening to Malay old folk songs such as Gurindam Jiwa, Subangsih, Sri Mersing etc. Then watched free concerts: Indonesian Ska Band "Sratus Persen" and "Club Dongdang Sayang" at the Esplanade. :)

I cannot wait for the concert!

R Ismail and his son, Elfee Ismail .

R Ismail duet with Syirah, singing a popular Malay traditional old song entitled "Gurindam Jiwa"

After the concert has ended, my mom takes picture with R Ismail, his Daughter in law (Elfee's wife) and Elfee Ismail. :)

My mom and Som Said. Som Said is a well known Malay dance choreographer. Her daughter in law is Marina Yusof, an actress.

Caca from "Aksi Mat Yoyo" ( a very popular Malay children's television series of the 80s and early 90s) is singing a malay Traditional songs.

My mom is happily watching the free show , Club Dongdang Sayang held at the mezzanine level of the Esplanade!

Malay dancers dance gracefully.

The dancers are doing their sembah or act as respect to the audience to close the performance.

An Indonesian Ska band "Sratus persen made a performance outside the esplanade! the performance was awesome!

And the audience really enjoyed themselves!

They closed their performance by bowing to the audience

Outside the Esplanade

My sister and my mom!

Me wearing a black dress!

BACK FROM HIATUS!

2010-11-01T03:48:00.001-07:00

Hello people!

At Esplanade! wearing my cousin Donald Duck Singlet! :)

Long time I never blogged.
so today I would like to blog like I've never blogged before!

Past few months, my life was full of bullshit and glitter, success and failure!
But Alhamdullilah, my life is full of awesome things these days.
I've received a bursary from school, I had my first Hallooween, my mom won a pair of R Ismail and Elfee Ismail Concert, I've reconciled with my friends, I had a blast Eid Fitri, I still passed my Office Skills although I've retake the tests two times! :( etc.

Anyway,
I would like to express my gratitude to Allah the Almighty.
With Allah's will, I have an ability to breathe in and out without any difficulties.
No matter how bad or good my life is, there is always something to be grateful for.
I am grateful for the ability to smile, laugh, walk, eat, drink, pass motion, smell, taste, touch, see and also I am so grateful as my organs are functioning as they should.
And I am so, so grateful to Allah as he always blessed my family with happiness, love and laughter.
I could not deny that some of the times, my family was not functioning well in term of monetary and relatives problems but Alhamdullilah, Allah still blessed us with never ending happiness and good health. Thank You Allah!

School reopened last 4 weeks, and I have made resolutions!
I wanna get straight A's! since now is my last semester, I should strive the best! I don't want to disappoint my parents especially my mother. My mother is a sole Breadwinner and being a working mother is not an easy task!

Whenever I talk about my mother to someone who I closed to, I will get so emotional. I will cry out loud in front of them, and they will stare at me worrying of me. Well, my mother is a light of my life! Without her, I lost in the darkness. She is the reason why, I carry on with my life. She is the reason why I never looked back and think about my past that really hurtful and could even crash my state of sanity.

About my father, he is a nice man but sometimes his mood is so unstable. I always pray to Allah every night so that Allah could change my father to be a better man.

Colourful outfits! celebrating Eid Firti with my friends

not fogetting visitng my grandma (wearing white Baju kurung) during Eid Fitri! I swear my grandma who I addresdher as Nek mak looks so pretty!

My cousin (Father side) celebarting Eid Fitri with my family! I am so touched with their visits!

Not forgetting my mother side! We celebrate Eid Fitri happily together!

Nur Humaira is my BEST FRIEND!!! I LOVE HER AS MY OWN SIS!

My mom (Asmah Bee) and my sister (Nuranisah) are so closed together! My sister loves my mom a lot! My sister will fetched my mother home from work everyday! She is a sweet girl!

These are my friends!

Ishaq, me and Azmi chilling at the Bedok reservoir!

A grandma is reading a story book! Kid you! That is me!

Had great fun with Nurul Jannah and Nurul Jasmin , "ghost hunting" at escape Theme Park on 30th October 2010 (Saturday) :) The first Halloween i ever had!

Me and my vampire teeth!

The red-dress china doll girl with a fangs is my class mate, Hazlyana

Lady Gaga's Ghost

Ramadan is leaving.. :(

2010-09-08T06:28:00.001-07:00

Tomorrow, Ramadan will be coming to an end. I hate it!! Only during Ramadan my family will be eating together.. Ramadan bonded us together.. ;) How lucky for those who grow up with the tradition of eating together as a family at night.

After my long break

2010-08-05T06:55:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEOPLE!!

3 months gone and I'm back again!

Okay, I have lot of random pictures to upload and this entry gonna be long! :)

I could not write long entry because today I suffered from writer's block. :(

Pardon Me, people! :(

CNY 2010

Maira and me eating cheesecake at the Secret Recipe

Hitam, my short-tailed cat

The 3 SGDollars striped tank dress. :)

I love it whenever i put my spects on! Because I look pretty intelligent. :)

Yes, I look so INTELLIGENT! :)

Padi field at Kedah. Last November's school vacation.

My first attempt on anime eyes! seems to be failed attempt

my cousin's wedding : TIE THE KNOT
Nikah on Saturday 05.06.2010 (LagunSari Banquet Hall)

Mira Sorfina, celebrates her 7th birthday in style! Princess theme. :)

Israel: The Fourth Reich;

2010-05-31T07:31:00.000-07:00

As i finished watching news on Suria Channel about Israeli Soldiers attacked aid ships and shoot to kill 19 people, there were no words that could come to my mouth, besides the tears that wanted to expel out of my eyes. Honestly, what kind of world do we live in? What kind of world is it when soldiers use violence and killings against unarmed people on a mission of charity? Inanilahiwa ina ilehi rajioon. We have lost 19 people to the arrogant Israeli soldiers. May Allah have the most capacious mercy upon the people who were killed by the Israeli soldiers.

Singapore version of F4

2010-04-29T07:50:00.000-07:00

If there will ever adapt a Singapore Malay version of Meteor Garden, Boys over Flowers, Hana Yari Dango, I think they should cast Fadhlur Rahman, Danial Ashriq, Faizal Isa and Sharif Sleeq.

Fadhlur Rahman as the leader of F4. I chose him because he played his role in the Malay Drama "Art And El"as an arrogant rich man very well.

Noriff Danial Ashriq acting in Police and Thief was mediocre.

But then, I think Noriff Danial Ashriq is suitable to be a quiet, sensitive, violin player of F4 because his sad eyes looks like Kim Hyun Joong of Boys Over Flowers.

I chose Faizal Isa as one of the cold-hearted playboy because he is cute. He can use his good looks to charm girls. But the thing is, he needs more acting lesson to polish his acting skills. He was so stiff in Cinta Ixora. Kaku like kayu! Tak apalah that was your first time berlakon kan.

I think Syariff suits to be a charming, cool casanova who finds older women appear more attractive. Syariff Sleeq looks and acts more mature than his age. He is so sweet and good looking. As far as I can tell, his acting was not that bad but he needs to work hard on improving his acting.

For those of you who loves Boys over Flowers, Hana Yori Dango or Meteor Garden, who do you think they should cast for Singapore F4 version? Oh yeah anyway, do you agree with my choices and point of view? :)

Getting a gift helped me get so motivated to study

2010-04-23T19:03:00.000-07:00

WOOOHHOOOOO!! YIIIIIIIIIIPPPPPPPEEEEEEE!!

I was so excited!! Early in the morning when my mom woke me up and gave me a letter envelope with my name written in front of it, I felt kind of strange.

I quite disbelieved that someone was sending me a personal letter to me as nowadays sending personal letters are so obsolete. ROFL.

I unsealed the envelope and guess what! My Freight and Distribution Management (FDM) lecturer gave me a GOLDEN VILLAGE movie ticket for being a top scorer in FDM!

What the heck!! I was so excited that I've kept saying to my mom that i could not believe I was one of the top scorer. OMG!! Syukur Alhamdullilah. Now I can watch a free movie at Golden Village. YES!!

Anyway, i used to struggle with FDM on the first semester and I got a grade C for it. Hence, it was quite shocking that I could manage to overcome my struggle and be a top scorer. Yes!! I scored one goal!

Thank you Mr Tan for being a great lecturer! I promise that I will do a great job for my student's report, written work and presentation on my Industrial Attachment Program. I will never let myself down. :)

Typical Singaporean

2010-04-14T06:52:00.000-07:00

I hate going to work! No, I'm not hating my job but I hate my journey to work. Seriously, I hate it!

Kiasunism in Singapore is aggravating. Singaporean are so self-centered when it comes to rushing for MRT train seats! They push people like nobody's business. Effing irritating!

And also it really irks me when the commuters do not move to the rear of the train although they know many people are getting on the train. There are so much space on the back of the train but still they don't want to move to the center! Are they blind?

Then again, add up to that, everyone rushes to the MRT without allowing people to get off! Where is the graciousness? Where is the love?

With this kind of "uncivilized" attitude, Singapore will never be a gracious society.NEVER FOR EVER!

Extraction status on my cousin's facebook

"which part of PLEASE MOVE TO THE REAR that SINGAPOREANS don't understand?! Signs should be changed to "WEI, GO BEHIND CAN OR NOT AH?". Maybe the word rear is just to hard for MANY to understand. Grrrr!~!"

High five! I do agree with you Nurul!

Singapore's land transport authority leaders should do something to alleviate commuting stresses!

*Kiasu means the fear of losing out.
*Kiasunism means people who take extreme means to achieve success.
*MRT stands for Mass Rapid Transit

were dismayed

2010-04-12T06:25:00.002-07:00

I was so disappointed with you. You had the guts to make things worse. Now I know why your parents didn't trust you. I thought you were nice but...

All this while I believe you were innocent. Many a time I thought people around you were the one who make your life worse. But I was wronged. I was so stupid then. Stupider than stupid. :(

Zachery Chia

2010-04-07T08:52:00.000-07:00

I would like to dedicate my post to my online friend Zachery Chia. I have considered Zachery as one of my best buddy although I have never seen him before. He always motivate me. He is so kind to me. I should admit that I am blessed and lucky to have him as a friend.

Sincerely saying all these while, he has been a great buddy to me. He wanted to see me happy and successful. As a friend, he helped me by motivating and advising me to be a successful people. I've remembered when he said to me that when he sees something amazing in any of his friend, he will try his best to instill in them the confidence and courage to pursue their Calling. He also encourAGED me to be who I am supposed to be.

There was a time when he was dissatisfied with me AFTER KNOWING I've lied to my parents. I told to my parents that I will be attending classes but actually I skipped school and went karaoke-ING with my friends. He said he was disappointed with me as I dare to lie to my parents. From that point of time, I have realised that actually he is a good friend of mine. A good friend will always guide you to the right path..

Well Zachery, thank you for being a great buddy! May GOD bless you with happiness and love. SMILEZ.

ILY seems to be the hardest words

2010-04-03T10:34:00.000-07:00

When I've read Texan In UAE's post entitled His name is Juan, i felt so uneasy.

I was feeling deeply remorseful after I've read the posts and I cried when the blogger, herself stated "It's never to late to say how much you care and love a person. Do it now, the impact it has on someone will last forever.".

I had never visited my grandma for almost a year (although we live 10 km apart). I wanted to visit her but I scared she would scold me for not seeing or visiting her throughout the year. It is hard for me to show that I love and care about her. I really love and care about her. Yes I do! I miss her! She is such a nice lady and she is a great cooker because she used to be a chef.

Add up to that my grandmother is a good housekeeper. Her cosy three-rooms apartment is always been kept tidy. She is so fussy about cleanliness and hates getting herself dirty. She is a great role-model to me.

She usually spends much of her time reciting the Quran, berZanji (praising Prophet Muhammad or story-telling about Prophet Muhammad by reciting prayers and at the same time playing musical instruments such as Rebana ( *Rebana is a name that is used for several types of drums that are used in Islamic decotional music such as Zikir, dane music) cooking, cleaning the house (although she has a maid).

She is such a strong woman. Although she has 8 children she is staying alone, all by herself. Okay she is not home alone anymore as now she has a maid.

"Nek Mak, I am so sorry for not being a filial grand-daughter. I didn't know how to express my love in front of you. Just because I never say sweet words or do nice things to you, doesn't mean I hate you!

Did you know Nek Mak, every night before I sleep, I always lift my hands and pray to the Almighty to bless you with good health and enable quick recovery from ailments. That is the way I express my love to you.

I knew it is useless for me to write all this as it is impossible for you to read my blog. The reasons I wrote this entry is because I LOVE YOU! I CARE FOR YOU! I just could not confess my love infront of you. But I hope one day you will come to realise that you mean the world to me."

Since I was young, it was hard for me to express and show my love to everyone who close to me. I never ever confess my love to my parents, grand-parents and the loved ones. I felt weird if I do so. Sometimes, people thought I was arrogant but actually they didn't know that I have difficulties in social interactions. I also have difficulties to express my love and concern to people openly through verbal and action.

I hope one day, I have the courage to say how much I love and care to my grandma, Mama and papa and also to my siblings.

New Youtube Channel Layouts and Designs SUCK and i HATE IT!

2010-04-01T05:44:00.000-07:00

I don't even know how to comment, rate the videos.
I like the old one a million times better!
The older one is so much better and organised! UURRGGHH!!

Semester TWO final exam grades

2010-03-30T20:56:00.000-07:00

My grades are unexpectedly low. I am so devastated. But whatever it is I will never look back. Period.

I will eat as much as I like so that I will never think of the past. Food is my remedy.

Anyway, on the 5th of April, I will undergo an attachment and will be working at ABB Company for 10 weeks. I have "Googled" my workplace through the Google Map and I found out that the company is not accessible and is far away from my pigeon hole*. (In Singapore, everywhere you turn, you see pigeon hole flats. Most Singaporeans live in pigeon hole flats and I am not exceptional)

In order for me to get to the ABB company from my pigeon hole, I need to ride a direct bus 74. Then, I need to ride bus no 91. I tried the ride (direct bus no.74) and it was 2 hr++ long. Very clearly the worst thing of all time!

Add up to that, I need to cross a big road to get to the company's building!

I'm scared of crossing roads especially big roads. Everytime I tried to cross the road, my palms will be sweating. I hope there is other alternative/way for me to cross the big road. I really don't mind using the overhead bridge for my safety precaution.

Jealousy? Insecurity?

2010-03-28T04:08:00.001-07:00

There will always be a rivalry between girls. Deep-inside, at a certain level, girls will always have some insecurities especially insecurities towards other girls.

Korean Craze!!

2010-03-21T23:53:00.000-07:00

Onew from ShiNEE. He is a cute boy who loves to smile. He sings and dances well. He is a sweet-looking boy! That lil innocent look on his face makes every girl falls for him. What more could a girl ask for? He excels in his studies. Onew’s best school ranking was being #2 (whole school and class)!. Furthermore, from my point of view, Onew can be a great father to his children. Onew cooks Taemin meat in the mornings (because Taemin likes meat) and then sends him off to school. You'll see how caring is he? I just found out a dorky facts of Onew from an article.

The article stated: "Onew who commits the most mistakes during practices; the Leader who feels responsible for the group and solves problem, the Leader who will just zone out from time to time, the Leader who still stays strong despite sporting swollen, red eyes under the glaring lights, the Leader who cries in the car secretly after getting injured".

Oh my GUCCI! His sensitivity nature makes my heart awe for him. Isn't he is the sweetest things on Earth? Nowadays it is hard to find a/an emotional, caring and smart guy like ONEW! Saranghae Onew Oppa! You are my ideal boy (in my fantasy).

When I first watched Boys Over Flowers, I've noticed So Yi Jung. His cute face and cheeky smile really captured my attention. Amongst the F4, I like him the most. He was a cold-hearted casanova and like to play with girls' feelings. But after he met Ga Eul, he changed to become a better person. I thought I only like Kim Bum as So Yijung. But after I watched videos of him (As Kim Bum himself), I have started to like him!

In real life, Kim Bum and So Yijung of Boys Over Flowers are quite different. Kim Bum is not a playboy. He is shy and does not easily mingle with people. He is too busy to have a girlfriend and he has never had a girlfriend. Wow it is so surprising and unexpected! A well-looking guy doesn't have a girlfriend?? LOl.. You must be kidding right? haha. Here is an interview between Malaysian K-popped and Kim Bum:

IS: What would you do if your parents oppose marriage to your chosen one?

KB: If I do not get married to the one I love because of the opposition of those around me, I will regret it for the rest of my life. I will persuade my parent's for their blessing.

Oh god! He is so romantic! I wish Kim Bum sunbae will find a girl who loves him dearly as his life partner.

Jonghyun Oppa!! His strong voice makes every girls can't sleep. If they are sleeping, I wonder how do they sleep?? Cough! Anyway Jonghyun has a mischievous smile but that doesn't make him a bad guy okay!! His image looks like a bad boy but actually he is a mat kental. Haha. Sorry to say that. Jonghyun is scared of aliens. Haha.. LOL. He believes in alien?? I feel like laughing.

Jonghyun easily be short tempered and feel restless when he stays up overnight without sleeping to make preparations for everything. He is committed with what he is doing. Well, Jonghyun is a nice guy but only if he could control his temper, he will be my most favourite member of ShiNee. :)

Humaira's and Azima's 19th birthday

2010-03-14T09:20:00.000-07:00

Picture sources are from Nurul Jannah and Nur Humaira.

Humaira andd Azima

Louis Vuitton

Cutting the cake

Humaira and Azari

Maira's mom, Maira and Kak Atikah

Maira and me!!! Bollywood Craze.

A Happy Belated 19th birthday to

2010-03-12T10:59:00.000-08:00

MY BEST FRIEND NUR HUMAIRA!!

I HOPE YOU WILL LEAD A HAPPY PROSPEROUS LIFE AND I ALSO HOPE YOUR LIFE IS BLESSED.

SIX YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP HAVE MADE ME REALISED THAT I AM HONOURED TO HAVE YOU AS A FRIEND. YOU ARE SUCH A GREAT FRIEND, BUDDY, ADVISOR, LISTENER, SOLACE, GUARDIAN ANGEL, JOKER *lol* ETC.

My name is Khan, and I am not a terrorist

2010-03-02T03:33:00.000-08:00

My Name Is Khan is an amazing masterpiece directed by Karan Johar! Paying 10 bucks just to watch the movie was a total worth it! It is a great movie and all of the actors and actresses played their role very well. Kudos to those who involved in the making of "My Name Is Khan." It is the best films ever made on the aftermaths of September 11.

The September 11 tragedy has caused animosity towards Muslims . Most Muslims in USA face discrimination in its aftermath. Even Sikhs, who donned their turbans, came under attack as people mistaken them as Muslims. Thanks to this movie, now the world have come to know that Islam never preach hatred and violence. Those terrorists who are "Muslims" only by name are contradicting Islam's tenets for their own self-interests.

My Name Is Khan gives powerful message on life and love. I still remember vividly Rizwan Khan's mother words, "The world is divided into good people and bad people." Just this simple humanity message has brought tears to my eyes.

I hope all of you, regardless of your race or religion, please watch this amazing movie! You will never regret it! Trust me!

Everytime's ranting

2010-02-25T07:00:00.000-08:00

Everytime I watched natural looking make-up tutorials on Youtube, I will be fed up. Most of the tutorials, the make-up artists tend to use quite numbers of things on their face! They used too many chemical products to enhance their looks and hide their skin imperfections. Furthermore the products that they've used are way too expensive. I was yearning for a very natural make-up look tutorial! And lastly the make-up products that they will be using will not burn a hole in my pocket. Got it?

But hey no worries. I think I wanna try the Ayurvedic ways to remove my acne and pimple from my skin. Just so you know Ayurveda is an Indian traditional medicine. Most of the medicine that they are using are natural medicine herbs. So, go with nature!

Karaoke

2010-02-18T07:17:00.000-08:00

17 February 2010
Karaoke-ing with Natrah, Fatin and Azmi at the Grandlink Mall for two hours . :)
We were having fun as if we were high on ecstasy! Very exciting! A great sense of euphoria fills the air, giving us great excitement!

Chinese New year cebrations! At Mr Roy his cosy crib

2010-02-15T21:00:00.000-08:00

Azmi

Azmi again

Fatin Nurul Ain

Fatin and Azmi inside bus :)

Fatin won third for Daytona's USA car challenge

I won 2nd for the Daytona's USA car challenge

Azmi was the champion for the car challenge!

At arcade! ;)

Sandy and Algernon- sweet couple :)

Charlie's angel

LOL!! Azmi look creepy!!

LC mates and our head of department Integrated Logistics, Miss Jacqueline! She is pregnant!

Fatin And Sing Chern

Pose with Mr Roy!

Kinder-Joy

Me and Fatin

Azmi, me, fatin and Sing Chern

ME!!

Year of Tiger

2010-02-13T11:22:00.000-08:00

I would like to wish a "Happy Chinese New Year" to my Chinese friends. Gong Xi Fa Cai! Xin Nian Kuai Le. I hope this "Metal Tiger year", there will be no poachers poaching the cute tigers. :)

Memories.. let's see if i can remember

2010-02-07T09:35:00.000-08:00

When I was in secondary 3 (2007), I edited this picture of me and my friends. Each of us have animal's name. My friends called me Tikus as I am timid and my teeth looks like mouse. Humaira is known as Harimau (tigress) as she is so fierce and when she smiles you can see three lines on her cheeks similar to a tigress whiskers. Nuraini is known as Monkey (monyet) as she has 2 big ears. Shikin is known as Baboon because of her...?? Well, four of us used to be best friends.

5A2 Grudation Class Photo! SPOT ME!! I am a GEEK! With my off-beat hair and putting on a tie.

This picture was taken by Nurul Ashikin when I was in Secondary 5 (2008). I love the RED and White walls and the RED and WHITE bench. Just so you know, RED and WHITE are my favourite colours. Co-incidentally, RED above WHITE is the flag of my homeland.

My first-time wearing HIJAB! This picture was taken on the first day of our RELIGIOUS CLASS at the Kassim Mosque.

I am wearing purple Kebaya with sarong. My sister is wearing a Green Kebaya with green skinny jean. This is the 2008's Eid Aidil Adha picture.

january 2009 outing with my dearest cousin Nurul aka Apple Eggie. That time, I accompanied her to the Lucky Plaza as she wanted to buy Anna Sui "FLIGHT OF FANCY" perfume. Then, we went to Shin TOKYO to eat sushi. After that, if I'm not wrong, we went to Miz29 and Nurul was attracted with the crew member of the Miz 29. :)

This picture is taken inside the lift. I was from Erfahana's 15th birthday. This is me, 4 years ago.

At the Esplanade's roof top. Our first outing together after our O level Papers. Best-self timer picture!

All of us are wearing Cardigans except for Shahrouk. That time, on the 07's, cardigans are the must-have clothing items. Mom bought me the red cardigan at the Bugis Street. She knows that I love RED! Mama knows best!

We are wearing Salwar-Kameez. We have Indian blood. My mom is an Indian Pakistani. I don't care if people called me DKK (Darah keturunan Keling)

KILLER shades on me!

This picture was taken during Alyph's 18th birthday. This September, he will be turning 21! That was so TWO years ago!

At Cikgu Arizan's cosy crib. Cikgu Arizan was my Malay teacher. He is such a nice Cikgu (teacher) who always complimenting my essays writing. Picture was taken on the year of 2008. P.s. Cikgu has a crush on one of my best friend.

I am not sure when was the exact year this picture has been taken. But I knew this cake was bought by my aunt for my birthday.

If I'm not wrong this picture has been taken on the year of 2009. We were enjoying to the core at the Singapore Zoological Gardens, celebrating family's day organised by PUB. We received lots of freebies, free food vouchers from the KFC and also we spend a quality time together pulling a raft up together.

Not sure why we are so tanned on this picture. This picture has been taken near the Costa Sands Resort entrance at Pasir Ris. Oh yeah, i think I have remembered why our skin are tanned. Last few weeks before chalet, me and my cousins swam in The Changi sea for almost 5 hours!! We soaked up the Sun too much! swear! (early 2009)

Me (with red shawl) and Nuraini (Red cardigan). This picture was taken inside the MRT (Singapore's subway). It was taken on the 2008 (if i'm not wrong). That time, we went to our 'school art fiesta' at the Singapore Polytechnic. After the fiesta, we (including Maira and Azari) went to the Joe's Corner and have Ayam Penyet (Smashed Chicken) for our supper. On the Next Day, maira suffered a diarrhea.

Point of view..

2010-02-05T22:47:00.000-08:00

I think every parent should avoid comparing their kids to other parents' children.

Self-monitoring

2010-02-05T05:26:00.001-08:00

Well people are so mean to people. You can never do well or try your best without getting called names. This is why I'm so introverted.

When I was in the kindergarten, I always been bullied by my classmates. I was known as a timid girl. Although I have been bullied I still enjoyed going to school. I didn't care about the emotion abused that I've encountered although it hurts me so much. When I was in K2, my classmate punched me on my chest and because of the pain, I've cried. I still remembered vividly the past that I need to go through.

During my primary school life, I was a loner. I had few friends but I was not that closed with them. I always hid myself from them. When i was in primary 5 and 6, I had no friends who were same class as me. All the Malay girls always called me name such as "act pretty." After I got to know the nickname that they named me, I was not that shocked. My upper primary classmates were totally biatch. I knew from the beginning that those girls were totally two-faced. They were such a great actresses. They acted so well that I didn't even know that actually they were hating me to the core.

During my secondary school years, I've met few amazing friends. they were nice and friendly and because of them, going to school was not boring. It's the same routine and it was not boring! I was blessed to have them as my friends. I've always thought that our friendship will be strong. Unfortunately, due to personality problem, our friendship ties were shaky. We were not bonded together. I was so sad. Devastated. I could still remember how my friends stood me up when the boys called me names. My secondary school guys treated me as an invisible because I was a geek. So, it was not that shocking after all, after I found out that they called me "bengap" (stupid). Although I was hurt emotionally, I was strong dealing with all these because my friends were there to be my guardian angels.

But, after our graduation, I've lost contact with my friends. I were not in a good term with them. So, I've decided to just move on with my life.

So, I am now introverted. I wanted to concentrate only to myself. I love myself and that is why I am trying to examine myself in term of psychological conscience.

Guess What??

2010-02-03T09:31:00.000-08:00

My secondary school friend, Estella called me!!! I was so shocked!! I was so nervous talking to her at phone and it was so weird to me!! I know haha! She said she missed all her secondary school friends and wanted to meet her only secondary friends Humaira, me and Shikin. I was so touched because she still remember me.

Boys Over Flowers :)

2010-02-03T08:07:00.001-08:00

Soo Yi Jung is my favourite F4!!

I love Yi Jung.. he is so cute and talented potter.. Yi Jung and Ga Eul make a good pair.

Woo Bin is a funny and cute casanova..

Ji Hoo is a gentleman and I love the expression on his face when he looks sad. Priceless! And he has a nice set of teeth!

Jun Pyo has cute curls. Although he may seem a bit rude, he is loyal to his first true love, Jan Di. And Jan Di has changed him to become a better person.

I love BOF! Can't wait for season TWO!!

These are the F4! They are the richest guy and most powerful kids within Shinhwa and South Korea. They used their power to terrorize wekaer students or those they do not like. (From the left: Soo Yi Jung ( famous potter), Woo Bin(Casanova), Jun Pyo (leader of F4 and heir of Shinhwa Corp Group) and lastly, Ji Hoo (a violinist. His parents died in a car accident when he was five years old and he becomes a quiet man who hardly smiles)

The Heart Seemed To Do It Somehow

2010-02-02T03:45:00.000-08:00

even though i tell it not to go,
even though i tell it to stop
my heart keeps going towards you
it doesn't wear out, it doesn't decrease
why is my love like this

one by one, i count and count the memories
my heart can't rest for even a moment
it'll just become baggage that becomes hard to control
why can't i even throw them away

really, my heart must have done something somehow
i must have become a fool that's blind from love
just one place, everyday one place
looking at the sad light that is you
even the tear glands must be broken
my tears won't stop
i love only you, only you
can't you just tell me?

even if i hold out my hands,
no matter how much i call out
you're always far from me
it'll be a love that becomes painful scars
why can't i erase it

really, my heart must have done something somehow
i must have become a fool that's blind from love
just one place, everyday one place
looking at the sad light that is you
even the tear glands must be broken
my tears won't stop
just one word.. the one phrase that you love
can't you just tell me?

i try to comfort myself with the lie
that i'm happy if you just smile
because the place you're going towards is not me
the lonely tears flow

really, my heart must have done something somehow
i must have gone crazy over this hard love
can't have you, can't forget you
waiting for you day by day

i must have gotten ill from missing you so much
from loving you too much
just one thing.. your heart, that one thing
can't you just share it with me

can't you love me

Boys over Flowers

2010-02-02T03:28:00.002-08:00

Even the rich have problems,
Poor easy to deal with troubles
It's because they're already at the bottom.
Poor he can only climb up,
And the rich is already up,
When he falls he crashes fractures

2010-02-02T03:28:00.001-08:00

Even the rich have problems,
Poor easy to deal with troubles
It's because they're already at the bottom.
Poor he can only climb up,
And the rich is already up,
When he falls he crashes fractures,

Movie Marathon

2010-01-31T09:32:00.001-08:00

Last Thursday, I watched "The Spy Next Door" at the Tampines Mall's Golden Village. The movie is awesome because of Jackie Chan and a little cute kid who plays as Nora. Without Jackie Chan and Nora, I doubt the movie will turn out to be interesting. Out of 5, I rate this movie 3. It is a good movie and the most memorable qoute that is still fresh in my mind: "Family is someone you love and loves you back."

On the next day (Friday), I and my friends decided to watch Thai's Horror movie entitled "My Ex." The movie is so disgusting and one of my friends, kept chanting "the movie cheats my feeling" after watching it. ROFL! I've rated this movie 2.5 out of 5. There was nothing good about the movie except for the part where the ghost slashed her hands and you can see her hands tissues are full of bloods and damaged. And probably the most important metaphor behind the movie is to never cheat on your girlfriend/boyfriend!!

I feel like watching "The Blind Side" on the Tuesday. I love the movie's trailer and I really, really hope that this movie will not disappoint me.

But now, I am now in a big dilemma. At the same time, I wanted to watch a movie entitled "Hachiko's: A Dog's Story. It is a very touching story based on a true story about a dog who was so loyal to his owner. Last week, I watched the trailer and I've cried. Sometimes i wonder why animals are more loyal to human than Man (the Human Race)?

ShiNee were in Singapore!!

2010-01-29T09:36:00.000-08:00

I took a video and decided to upload it!!

Harsh reality of life

2010-01-22T10:47:00.000-08:00

Palestinian children ride obstacle course to school

"Unco-operative donkeys and checkpoints manned by armed soldiers are not obstacles most students have to face on their way to school."

I am so ungrateful for all I have!! Damn it! I'm a very spoiled brat. I should actually be grateful that I am able to go to school without any hindrance. Shame on me for not even know the word "EMPHATHY."

My favourite Movies

2010-01-22T10:21:00.000-08:00

Children of Heaven- Iranian Film

The Colour of Paradise- Iranian Film

A Walk To Remember- American Film

Laskar pelangi (Rainbow Warriors)- Indonesian Film

Ayat-Ayat Cinta- Indonesian Film

Arranged- American Film

Pride and Prejudice- British Film

Just Like Heaven- American Movie

Kabhie Khushi Kabhie Gham- Hindi Film

Huum Sath Sath Hain- Hindi Film

Madu Tiga- Classic Malay Film

The Proposal- American Film

Yes man- American Film

Sahabat

2010-01-22T01:51:00.000-08:00

Aku dan dia
sahabat tercinta
meluang masa
selalu bersama

Kita berikrar
akan bersatu
tidak kira
apa halangan

Namun ikrar
sukar dipenuhi
kerana jarak yang memisahkan kita

Dan aku menyedari
kita tidak akan bisa
bersatu lagi

Demikian kisah persahabatan
yang pada mulanya
amat utuh sekali

Tidak pernah aku menyalahi sesiapa
Kerana dari dahulu
aku sedar
hubungan utuh ini
lambat-laun, akhirnya,
akan roboh jua

Sedih sekali hati ini
kerna tidak bisa menjadi
sahabat yang baik
Sahabat ideal untukmu

Semoga bahagia menemanimu, sahabatku

Lenka- The Show

2010-01-20T01:32:00.000-08:00

I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go
Can’t do it alone I’ve tried
and I don’t know why

Slow it down make it stop
or else my heart is going to pop
‘cuz it’s too much, yeah it’s a lot
to be something I’m not

I’m a fool out of love
‘Coz I just can’t get enough

I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go
I can’t do it alone I’ve tried
And I don’t know why

I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I’m so scared but don’t show it
I can’t figure it out
It’s bringing me down I know
I’ve got to let it go
And just enjoy The Show

The sun is hot in the sky
just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It’s a joke nobody knows
They’ve got a ticket to that show …yeah

I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go
Can’t do it alone I’ve tried
and I don’t know why

I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I’m so scared but I don’t show it
I can’t figure it out
it’s bringing me down I know
I’ve got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
oh oh
Just enjoy the show
oh oh

I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go
Can’t do it alone I’ve tried
And I don’t know why

I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I’m so scared but I don’t show it
I can’t figure it out
It’s bringing me down I know
I’ve got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

Dum de dum dudum de dum
Just enjoy The Show

Dum de dum dudum de dum
Just enjoy The Show

I want my money back (3x)
Just enjoy The Show

I want my money back (3x)
Just enjoy The Show

Cool or what?

2010-01-13T01:49:00.000-08:00

Someone treated me a bowl of crispy noodle, sardine roll and a cup of hot Horlicks at Singapore Polytechnic. Murah rezeki aku. LOL. Thank you for treating me to the meal. Buat susah-susah je. haha. :)

Becoming a Pre-School teacher doesn't suit me at all. Upon hearing of my girlfriend dealing a bunch of a hyperactive, obstinate young children, I am much surprise. Didn't expect that young children can be really ill-mannered.

Thank goodness I am not a pre-school teacher, or I would hang those kids upside down. I have no patience for nasty young kids to make my life like hell.

Oh yeah! Speaking of making my life like hell, one of my acquaintance, she terrorize my life. Seriously girl, you are a disgrace to yourself. Not happy with me, talk to me. Don't backbiting me. Lets have heart to heart talk. If you really cannot take any constructive criticism or jokes, why not you just live in the jungle and mix around with the monkeys! You IDIOT!

Another arrogant monkey like to boast about his IQ. Looking down on weak people like me. Saying hurtful things. And ended up, he failed badly for the national examinations. Just so you know young man, what goes around, comes around, what goes up will come down. Life is like that. That's the way it is. There are ups and downs. It is like tides. There are low tide and high tide. You will not always be at the top. Same goes for me. Just a reminder to myself, "Jangan sesekali takbur." (Don't be too arrogant)

GCE O Level

2010-01-11T05:27:00.000-08:00

I am so happy!! My niece (Mom's side) passed her O level. I am proud of her. :)

Anugerah Juara Lagu 2009 (AJL)

2010-01-11T02:15:00.002-08:00

Best song goes to "Pergi" by Aizat.

I thought "Dan Sebenarnya" composed and sung by Yuna will win in the first place as the best song in the AJL 2009 but sadly she wins second place. And the third runner-up in the AJL was Bercinta. It was sung by Faizal Tahir. I salute Faizal Tahir for his outstanding performance although his legs are fractured and he could not move properly. Sad to see him in a deteriorate condition. Hope he will recover soon.

I love Yuna's performance during the AJL finale. I swear, her performance is one of her best. The music is soothing and relaxing. I am not big fan of Jazz and Country but after hearing "Dan Sebenarnya" from Yuna, my perception has changed. She delivered her song in a perfectly humble way. And I love her voice. It reminds me of cabaret artists in the 1950s.

Watch this performance and you will agree with me. (anyway I love her Shayla that she is wearing!!)

Malaysia Church Bombings

2010-01-10T06:51:00.000-08:00

I am more sad and disappointed than angry when I got to know that churches were being bombed. As a Muslim, I am ashamed of what my Muslim brothers have done. They have tarnished Islam and the image of the Muslims. I think Muslims who do acts of terrorism are simply not knowledgeable in Islam at all. Because Muslims are not supposed to do anything that will tarnish Islam's image.

trying hard to overcome it

2010-01-09T07:12:00.002-08:00

I am a bad Muslim.. I have become very lazy in worship, I even miss my fajar (dawn) prayer a lot. I only pray fajar when I feel like doing so. I'm trying hard to pray, but I could not overcome my weakness. My greatest weakness is Laziness. Now, I am trying hard to free myself from the chains of laziness.

I am not classy at all!

2010-01-08T08:34:00.000-08:00

friday, january 8

Went to the Esplanade Library.

Then, met Nurul at the City Hall MRT platform.

Alighted at Orchard Road.

Went to the Paragon.

Nurul, had an appointment at one of the clinic.

The clinics/medical centers there are (mainly) for high class people.

There were many medical tourists.

My lovely cousin saw an Indonesian lady carry a branded handbag costs few thousand dollars.

Everything is classy here, even the toilet!

I feel so ashamed.

Remove

Norsiah Binte Mohamed Asni I have a lot of fun at paragon!1 wahahahahah.. rasa terhina gue bila berada di tingkat 7 ke atas di Paragon..

Allah knows best

2010-01-08T08:18:00.000-08:00

"Muslims and Christians together constitute over fifty percent of the world and if they lived in peace, we will be half way to world peace. One small step that we can take towards fostering Muslim-Christian harmony is to tell and retell positive stories and abstain from mutual demonization."

I've read this amazing qoute from Goldenman at chedet.com Artikel: Kontroversi kegunaan nama Allah. (Controversy to use the word "Allah")

Kumar The Drag Queen :)

2010-01-05T07:18:00.000-08:00

Kumar- Singapore's Only Drag Queen :)

He is a joker! He is so hilarious. :)

What The FUCK!!!!!

2010-01-04T23:55:00.000-08:00

I have gained 5KG throughout the last three-weeks' holiday!! What the heck!

My stomach is bloated like a balloon and it is unsightly. What the eff!

My body is getting heavier. What the buck!

I feel that I am getting FUGLY!! What the hell!

I am shy about my body! And that is not a good thing to be "YAY" for!

My resolutions: To burn as many calories and fats as I could.

Fantastic.. Elastic..

2010-01-04T09:27:00.000-08:00

On the 4th of January, all the kambing-kambing has officially been caged. And that includes me. At last! Holidays is over! :)

Mind you! I am so happy. Throughout the holidays, I am becoming like a "zombie."

"Makan, Tidur, Labur. Boring, Tidur, Knock-out." That were my routines throughout the three-weeks holiday. Not fun at all seh.

Last morning was not that fantastic. Elastic. Ring Ding Dong. (Thanks to Shinee, now I am hooked to that song.)

I don't want to blog about it lah. Buang current je.

Anyway, when I was in school, I saw an Ah Lian (Chinese Girl) with a "Lady Gaga" hairstyle. Then few meters in front of her, there was a Mat (Malay Boy) with a long side fringe cover one of his eye. (macam cerita Pirate of the Caribbeans gitu). After few hours later, I saw two Minahs (Malay Girls), their hairstyles are exactly like Sophia Loren (Fulamak. Pretty seh. I just got to know that they are First Year January's Intake students. HINT: They were so blur searching for the culinary.)

I've noticed that most students are trying hard to revamp themselves. Maybe that was their New Year's resolutions. Who knows, right?

Speaking of resolutions, I have no resolutions for 2010. Not even one. Pathetic kan?

Writing a novel

2009-12-01T06:50:00.000-08:00

haha.. Okay.. Actually, I am thinking of writing a Malay novel. I know I must start from scratch. Whatever it is I am willing to do anything as long I can write a novel. I have started to brainstorm ideas. Wish me best of luck, yeah?? :)

"I am tired of saying sorry. I am tired of feeling guilty. I am tired of being treated like a criminal. I am so tired of being tired."

Orchard Road

2009-12-01T05:20:00.001-08:00

Last Saturday, I went to the invigilator's briefing with Nurul. The briefing was so dreadful and boring. Hence, I've slept throughout the briefing. My cousin, Nurul, was very, very sick so she rarely paid attention too.

After the briefing has ended, we went to the nearest MRt station and I've dropped at the Tampines Station. I've boarded bus no.72 to go backed to Hougang.

When I was inside the bus, one of my friend called me. She was in a bad condition. Her voice was shaky, mixing anger and shock. She could not control her outburst so I've just listened to her rantings.

She suppressed her feelings to me; her agonies, her pains, the tortures caused by her lover. Throughout the three years of long relationship, she has become the victim of infidelity.

I knew how she felt. I knew it is so painful to get hurt and become a victim of love. I knew she was not happy with her BF. To my dearest friend, as a friend I could only give you a piece of advice and to be your listening ear. I am sorry, dear friend. I wish I could do more. :(

Anyway, I was so relieve after she has started to cool down. :)

She asked me to follow her to Orchard RD. Knowing that this friend of mine was in "no-good-condition", I've decided to tag along. Her sister was there too. Anyway, I have a great time with them.

Along the Orchard Road, there are lots of attractive window displays, displaying variety kind of designer goods.

Singapore is a shopping paradise. There are lots of authentic designer goods, electronic products that are sold here at a cheaper price compared to her neighbouring countries. Just so you know, Orchard Road is known as the shopping belt of Singapore. It has lots of shopping malls, plazas. There is a mosque at the Orchard Road.if I'm not wrong, Masjid Al-Falah was located located near the Wisma Atria. I'm not quite sure as I rarely hang out around the Orchard Road.

When we reached the Orchard Road, I found out that there were many tourists at the Orchard road. Well, Orchard Road is a main highlights for tourists to shop till they drop. Add up to that, there are Christmas sales everywhere at the Orchard Road!! So, the tourists will never think twice to shop.

Well, we took lots of photos at the Orchard Road. I have lots of fun during the Saturday outings. Got the chance to meet my secondary school friend, Athirah at her working place. Athirah is so different. She looks so pretty. :)

Is dyeing your hair black is Haraam???

2009-11-26T22:23:00.000-08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha!!! Eid Mubarak!! Selamat Hari Raya Qurban!! AND Happy Thanksgiving Day!

Slaughtering of Qurban

Today Hari Raya Aidiladha was so boring. My mom decided to visit our relatives on the Saturday, which means tomorrow.

Although there was no outings for today, I have more free time to memorise all my Freight Operations and Distribution Management notes.

On this coming Monday, I will be taking my Freight Operations and Distribution Management paper. I need a miracle! I want to pass my module!

My lecturer is an amazing man. He always there beside me, lecturing, teaching me. He is a dedicated teacher who are trying his best to make sure that his students are well-equipped with knowledge and practical skills.

He is not a bad lecturer. Only that, throughout the whole semester I was enjoying to the core. I've skipped his classes almost every day. I have neglected my studies. So, I am the one to be blamed.

Anyway, yesterday I and my Ite friends went to the Singapore Expo. We went to the IT Fair and the John Little Mega Expo Sale. When I was at the John Little Sale, I saw hair dye products. I thought of buying a black dye as I wanted to dye my hair in Jet Black. I wanted to look like a Goth! Really!

Jet Black Hair

But thank goodness, I didn't buy the hair dye as I just got to know that dyeing you hair Black as in Jet Black, is forbidden and Haraam in Islam. To read more why it is Haraam, click this.

But now I'm starting to doubt. If I was born naturally black, is dyeing my hair backed in black is also Haraam??

Hajj

2009-11-24T06:08:00.000-08:00

Masjid al-Haram

The Kaabah

The male pilgrims head is shaved as part of the Hajj tradition

Tomorrow the world's largest pilgrimage (Hajj) will be kicks of tomorrow. My mom's cousin and her aunt are amongst 2.5 million of Muslims who will be performing the Hajj at Holy cities of Mecca and Madinah.

Although there are threats such as swine flu, contagious diseases etc, that didn't hinder the 2.5 million Muslims to perform the Hajj.

Well, all those pilgrims are visiting the House of The Almighty therefore The Almighty will always protect them from harm. InsyaAllah.

If there are any unexpected things may happen, only God knows best.

Anyway fellow Singaporean Muslims will be celebrating Hari Raya Qurban/AidilAdha on this Friday, 27 November 2009.

I cannot wait to visit my Grandma's and my Mom's sister houses during the Aidiladha. :)

My top 3 list of cute teenage- Hollywood-actor

2009-11-23T06:39:00.000-08:00

1. Taylor Lautner, also known as Jacob Black in the Twillight and New Moon movies. This werewolf steals my heart with his strong, muscular body and his cute little baby-face. Just so you know, Selene Gomez is his ex-girlfriend. A rumour saying he is now trying to woo Taylor Swift.

2. Zac Efron, who is famous for his lead role as Troy Bolton in the High School Musical has a beautiful pair of blue eyes. He is the first Disney's guy that I like! Anyway, he is still attached with his long-term gf, Vanessa Hudgens. Kudos to him for being faithful!

3. Cole Sprouse: is a lead actor of The Suite Life of Zack and Cody and The Suite Life On Deck. He is the youngest of the Sprouse brothers. He is so cute for his age! When I first saw him, I thought he is Zac Efron juniour as he looks like Zac Efron. Cole Sprouse has a twin brother, Dylan Sprouse. Anyway, when I watched one of the Suite Life On Deck episode, I saw Cole wore a pair of Vans Old Skool shoes. He must be a fan of Vans.

Gadis German yang berpangkalan di Indonesia

2009-11-21T07:36:00.000-08:00

I can''t deny that actually I like Cinta Laura Kiehl!!! She is a cute Indonesia's Teen pop-star and actress. She is so versatile! I love her lingo! It is so cute although sometimes it irks me. Anyway she has a sexy lips! (I hate to admit this) haha..

Oh Baby- Cinta Laura

I Miss them!

2009-11-20T08:37:00.000-08:00

There are many people who are always there to lighten up my life regardless of whether I am happy or sad. I am blessed to have wonderful parents and cute siblings. I can't denied that sometimes there is a rivalry between me and my siblings. Anyway, sibling rivalry is normal. Almost every day, I have a fight (either verbally or physically) with them. So to my little brother and little sister, please don't do things that irritate me. I am tired with all the noises, pains that I need to bear whenever we were involved in the fight.

Throughout secondary school life, I have met so many wonderful people inside and outside. When I was in primary school, I was known as a timid girl. I was scared to mix around with people hence, I have few friends and have always been bullied by my notorious schoolmates.

When i was in secondary school, I've started to interact with people. I have met many friends during my secondary school time. I really enjoyed my secondary school life. I miss all my friends and teachers whom I've met at Hougang Secondary School. I miss Humaira, Nuraini, Shikin, Aminah, Athirah, Naquiah etc.

I can still remember when I was in secondary one, Aminah, Shikin, Nuraini and Humaira made a surprised birthday party for me during our Mother Tongue period. They blindfolded me inside the girl's toilet using Fatimah's bandana. Then they directed me at one of the secret place. That time, I was so nervous. I was not sure what were they trying to do to me. Then after I have arrived at the secret place, they asked me to open the bandana. To my surprised, I saw a big ice-cream cake in front of me. I was so shocked! I was amazed!

You know what! At that point of time, I felt like crying! I was so happy as I have a bunch of wonderful friend who were putting a big effort to sort out plan for my suprised 13th birthday. Not only that, they gave me a wonderful gifts for my birthday. Nuraini gave me a dolphin stationary holder, Aminah gave me a cuta dolphin plush toy, Shikin gave me a set of Doraemon rubbery statue. I was so happy during that time..

But now, everything has changed. Everyone have gone out of my life, except for Humaira. I wish I can reconcile with my ex-bestfriends. I wish that I can be a good friend to them. But, I have failed to do so.

To all my ex-friends, I am so sorry if I hurt all of your feelings. I am so sorry as I have failed to become a good friend of yours. Earnestly, all of you are amazing. When each and everyone of you have gone out of my life, it makes me realised that I really, really need all of you. I really miss the old times we have been together. Can you all still remember the word "UNITED" that we shouted at the field, few years ago? Can you all still remember that all of us wore the same pairs of school shoes when we were in secondary 2? How I wish that we were still remain united no matter what obstacles we were facing.

To Humaira, I hope that you will never leave me alone. I need a friend. A friend who is willing to be there for me. I really need you. Hope you don't leave me regardless if one day a fight broke out between both of us (touch wood).

A girl who loves Indonesia

2009-11-19T04:21:00.000-08:00

Life is full of surprises. Not all of the surprises are what I were expecting.

When I've got to know that one of my favourite youtuber left Islam because she is not into the religion, I was sad and disappointed. The news rendered me speechless. I was so shocked with the decision she has made. She used to be a famous Muslim.. and now she is proud to be an agnostic!

Just so you know, she was a famous Muslim icon in the cyber-world. She was one of my favourite youtuber (I've subscribed her youtube channel). She was humourous, bubbly, jovial girl who always made me laugh out loud. Her videos were so inspiring. Her videos bonded the Ummahs and the non-Muslims together. Sadly, she has left Islam as she has no faith into that religion.

I cried when I've got to know that she has a doubt that Islam is a right religion for her. I am so, so surprised with her sudden change. She is now unveiled. She has totally change!

Well, I have no right to criticize her beliefs. She is a grown-up girl. She has a brain. She has the right to decide her path of life regardless of whether one likes it or not.

Anyway, whatever decisions she chooses to stick with, I will always remember her as a cute, loving girl who has a great sense of humour. Her videos used to inspire me. How ironic is that. Her videos made me strong in my faith and now she has become a disbeliever.

Although I am sad as she has left Islam, I wish her all the best! "Semoga Bahagia!"

Love you Palestine

2009-11-08T08:49:00.000-08:00

Viva A Palestine!!

Angkuh

2009-11-06T05:32:00.000-08:00

Kita jarang sekali menyenangkan Allah tapi Allah selalu buka pintu maafNya kepada kita. Jadi kenapa manusia tidak mahu berlapang dada untuk memaafkan orang lain?

Manusia sering kali mementingkan keegoan masing-masing hingga tidak sedarkan kesalahan mereka sendiri. Mereka menyedari kesilapan orang lain tetapi tidak menyedari kesilapan mereka sendiri. Mereka mahu dimaafkan tapi mereka sukar untuk memaafkan kesalahan orang lain... Manusia memang angkuh!!!

Rantings

2009-11-03T05:27:00.000-08:00

Anne Frank, The boy in a striped Pajamas, Sophie Scholl are few movies that featured about Holocaust. The cruelty of Hitler are so unforgivable. His ruthless ambitions and lack of empathy has turned him to be a heartless creature that only cares about his own skin colour and his interests. He is a heartless man and I really, really, really hate him for killing more than 6 million people.

Allah! forgive me because i have sins.

Nowadays, many politicians share same ambitions and political concepts as Hitler. Most of them practiced racism, injudiciousness. Sadly, political propaganda are spreading everywhere around the world.

Well, global conflicts are raging. Let us see the conflict in Palestine. Most Gaza dwellers are cruelly killed by the Zionist army. The heartless army only think about their people sufferings and ignore the pains and sufferings of the poor Palestinians. The massacre in Gaza done by the barbaric Zionist are so heart-wrenching.

Their crimes can cause hate filled racists attack. So, don't be surprised if one day, The Palestinians children will grow up and become unfriendly towards the Israelis! Animosity will be spreading fast from one generation to another!

From my perception, Zionists and Hitler, both of them share the same political goals and interests. And guess what are their goals and interests that both of them share in common? Both of them (Zionists, Hitler) think that they are more superior than others (Palestine, Other weak nations) by their skin color!

Mark my words! This world that we are living now is full of hates, fascism, racism!! The Aryans against The Blacks. The Europeans bully The Arabs. The Aussies kill The Indians. And vice versa!

We, the fellow Earthlings, are all the same!
Our blood is red. We all drink the same water. We breathe the same air. We walk the same earth.

It is sad to see, most of the world leaders afflicted by "close-one-eye-syndrome" to the sufferings of our fellow Earthlings! And what saddened me most, is when some fellow Earthlings judge people by skin colour! What an ignorant sickos!

Anonymous singer

2009-11-01T05:29:00.000-08:00

I am now watching an Indonesian Sinetron "Jadikan Aku Pacarmu." While watching the sinetron I've heard a beautiful song sang by an Indonesian girl (of course! Like Duh!).. I like the lyrics of the song.. It is so touching.. I just do not know the title of the songs and I eager to know it.. So to those of you who know the song title, please don't hesitate to tell me!! Don't be afraid of me! I don't bite..

sering kali hatiku bertanya ,
apa mungkin kau kan jadi milikku ,
walaupun dirimu tiada sendiri ,
ku merasa tak bisa menjauh ,
karna kita terbiasa bersama ,
salah kah diriku menyayangimu ,
kasih .. aku .. ingin bersamamu ,
hingga terbatas waktu ku ,
aku tak ingin sendiri ,
tanpa mu di sisi , oh oh ..
aku ingin bersamamu ,
hingga dibatas waktu ku ,
aku tak ingin sendiri , tanpa mu di sisi

Northern Indian Foods

2009-11-01T02:24:00.000-08:00

Maira!! Guess what!! I am now searching northern-Indian food recipes at youtube. Alamak! I want to make Raita and Naan Bread!! I cannot wait to buy the ingredients!!